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7/4/2008 righrt here Everytime I feel sad~~I bk to here.don't know y~~haha~
now~~i am listen to <hey jude> talking with my aunt~~
"dream?haha~~i do not know what dream i have~~"when she metioned the word, i said so.
......
"no, u have.just too young to know~~"she replied.
then i cried .......
......
after i bk to China, i just can not be happy like before~~
too many things to worry but seems nothing happened.
"u seems used to be sad but never say them out"
maybe she is right.do i changed but i don't know?
acturely i am so afraid to go to the new place without u
u always beside me but i never notice that
can i say that out for selfish?
no, i can't....
i do not know where i will go
i know i will meet new friends but i won't forget u
i know i do have a dream
i will tell u as soon as i know what that is.
u know who i am talking to,my forever friend.
a lot thanks to the one never left me
the one sad to me "how can u hurt the one turely like u"
it's a joke,at that time i thought so.
but i will always remember the ture joke i will love the one worthing to love.
"thank u"
that's all i want to say to u.
6/24/2008 bk bkbk~~bk,
finaly I will bk to home
bk here to write sth...just don't waste this nice underground~~haha
what did I do?
I passed ielts 6.5 to study econormics which I still not sure what that is
I will leave the place I familier with
Not sad,just feel...like down...u face those who are nice to you but u maybe won't meet them in the rest of yr life.
I don't know where I belong to,something about the university...maybe more about my heart
Dream...such a strange word,getting further and further
can not find out what I realy want to do
before,it's going to UCL...but now...what's that?
maybe I have never had it,never 4ever？
Sometimes I will love everything aroud me,just becouce I believe in it
Sometimes I forget everything,but there is no reason for this
that's y I'm a normal person.
This summer,which I looked forward......finaly it is coming,I just feel noting special at all
I always did like this ,that's y I confused...
There are tow roads in the world,most people walk on the wrong one
Only some choose the one looks tough...that's the one leads to the heaven.
will miss all of my friends in BOS...they are special ones inside my heart
hope them live in a peaceful and valuable life
everybody get lost sometimes,then they will find the way in the end
just keep walking
3/31/2008 。。。太久太久了，这地方空得都凉了 ~ 不知道以前为什么会有那么多话说。。。
第一个留在英国的假期，没有什么特别的安排，就这样先过着吧。 跟同学在一起，总该留点有的没的，拿去以后回忆。 总觉得生活单调到了一定的境界，需要一些改变。 什么时候我特别激动？什么又给我深刻感触？好像没什么 就像看惯了所有事，其实是冷漠了所有看惯的。 偶尔哭一下排排毒，以前的水龙头开始节约用水了~
哪里不对？我也不知道。 如果不满足，可能我想要的太多了，有什么会比拥有现在幸福呢？ 什么都好~不要再让我彷徨了~ 姐姐快要回国了，让我更觉得没有归属感~~自己属于哪里？ 让我觉得是家的地方？我想觉得温暖。
“人面不知何处是，桃花依旧笑春风。” 我喜欢的诗。错过错过，我讨厌这样说，那是属于别人的得到。 什么缘分？努力过的叫缘分。 什么错过？去追了不值得的一切。
一个人呆在家里一天，突然发现不习惯，从来没有这样过。 没有人会回来，因为没有人离开。 不需要陪我做任何事的人，只要有人在周围的声音。 孤单，迷茫。。。。。。我讨厌这样的词，人都自己骗自己。 如果可以放弃，我要先放弃不知道是谁的理想，让我追得好累。 如果可以捡起什么，我又想捡起什么呢？
不去想过去，过去怎么可以不想，幻想未来会让我觉得自己是神经病。 珍惜现在，怎么珍惜？有什么要我珍惜，在每天理所当然地过去后。 不管好的坏的，都是恩赐，那就给我好的，我不喜欢买多赠送的游戏。 算了算了，现在很喜欢这句。。。 生气，如果有什么让我生气那真是谢天谢地。 突然想到人的情绪，哀怨唏嘘，难道真的被日子磨平了棱角，安静地晒死在黄金海岸。 再黄金也是沙堆，我记得我喜欢过摇摇晃晃的日子，喜欢走大大陡陡的路。 那时我妈会回家跟我吵架，我爸会带我去我不喜欢的烤肉店吃饭，我弟弟会跟我抢电视然后吵架。 怪不得我不务正业，那么忙，哪有空管光明前途，现在光明就行了。 不要变成厉害角色，简直是侮辱了智商高的人。 不要拼命。。。拼了命我活着干什么？ |
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